官老爷，你们都做什么？

我很好奇官老爷们时常都做什么？

大家都好像很忙的样子~

忙着回馈社会的民生大计，为民请命？不见得咯？有吗？

还是忙着出席/搞讲座？为名气？

兼职捧大脚？为利益？

参与“反对”派对，与“反对”大计同生共死？为大局为重？

对这个国家的政治，从以前毫无看头到现在稍微有起色的民主权力制衡的状况来看的确生色不少。可是有时候从政客口中听到滑稽和天真的笑话，我突然会想知道为什么我国的政客脸皮那么厚。而且还要将人人知道的事儿说成另一回事，好像想让全世界都知道他在睁眼说瞎话。

不知从什么时候开始，我会看看报纸突然自言自语地碎碎念

最近看到/听到那丢脸到家的党争，我都会特别反感。当初人民投给你们那一票难道是让你们这班人戏剧般的那样搞来搞去，浪费时间和资源的吗？本来对政治已经很冷感的我简直是灰心到底。

好，或许你们有充足的时间争来争去，还有时间为民着想好好办事。可是我真的忍无可忍了！

每次经过前往 Kuchai Lama 的 Sungai Besi 大道，我都会念“猪脑”两个字。原谅我越来越粗俗~

沿着Sungai Besi 大道是住宅区，那里的居民应该很庆幸有个Ampang Line LRT Station 在家附近。 (本小姐要从家里到那里需要十五分钟车程！） 对学生来说是好事，对工作人士来说也是件大好事。可是大家有没有发现住宅区是在左边；LRT Station在右边，中间隔了六条大道。 姑且不计较 LRT Station 的所在地方是不是恰当，本人是觉得还可以。

可是我不能接受 Sungai Besi 大道旁插了几支 No Pedestrian 的指示牌却没有行人天桥通往隔壁的小镇。请问住在 Sungai Besi 大道边的居民们要怎样去 Sungai Besi 巴刹或那LRT Station呢？官老爷们是不是要指望没有汽车和机车的老老少少天天搭的士去那不需一分钟就到的小镇吗？（顺便一提，那里是没有巴士能载这一带的居民直接到车站的，即使有，有多少个人愿意等？）

所以，每天我们都会看到以下的情形：

不分男女老少的路人等着适当的时候过马路。每当没车或迎来的车子放慢速度以后，他们会像箭一样地越过这几条大马路。

摩托骑士也不例外。大家一逮到适当的时间就会集体地冲到 U Turn 路口 （这的确是摩托骑士的错误。他们其实可以在不远的1公里处 U Turn ~ 不过这引人犯罪的 U Turn 设计确实让没有耐心又不守交通规则的大马摩托骑这样过马路。）

每次看到路人像拼了命地跑过马路，我真得很好奇那里的人民没要求多建一座行人天桥吗？还是已经向有关人士请愿过了但因为工程太小，“料”不够丰厚因此多多借口久久不落实？

各位，因为这条没有行人天桥的大道 （有座离途中地点1公里处的行人天桥，可是我想那是不可能有人会为了那唯一的行人天桥愿意多走一公里的路。），居民要冒着生命危险越过马路，还要绕着大道多走大约0.6公里的路方能到达 Sungai Besi LRT Station 或 新街场镇。吃人民米饭的官爷们？你们醒了吗？这问题已经不是近一两年的事，本小姐还在念中学的时候就已经是这样了。是不是要搞出人命来的时候你们才会觉悟？

你们都在干什么的？

真希望有个像Namewee这样的老兄在KL可以铲一铲这班垃圾。我对本地政府还有那些只懂得闹事的政客真的是绝望到底~ 真想丢一句*%#·*￥·...

Time vs Energy

It has been a month since my last post in blogspot.
Working life is busy like bees...
Even the trend in office now is facebook + working, i did not have the chance logging in to my facebook during working hours.

Perhaps, i don't want to because my boss is sitting right behind me.
So, i have to Kaka...

Well, I spend average one and a half hour travelling from office to my sweet home every day.
Tired...
I would rather spend my night with TV or BED after a long day working and travelling...
Facebook, blog and blogshop...
no time to update...
I wish to update, I love to share...
But, I'm tired and need rest and relax!!!!!!!!
However, I at least check my yahoo mailbox every night ^^ (My hotmail is full of emails, almost 800 unread messages... )

I think I will make time for my blog, my friends, my family and my life...
I do not want to be a friend which you would think is 无事不登三宝殿 ( Ones never go to a Buddhist temple for nothing ), I just lazy...
I miss my friends...

I need to be with my family, more time with my family...
More conversation and caring...
I have been impatient to my mum lately...
I don't know why...
But i feel bad after that for my bad attitute and responses...
I should behave and control my temper...
My mum is the sweetest aunty you could ever find, I love her but for some reasons, I always against her for what she says and does...
In fact, I think I'm treating my mum like my own child...
Haha.. anyway, I love you mummy

As for my brother...
He is sitting SPM in this November...
Indeed, I'm worried...
He always says he is doing alright in his studies...
Well, it has been a year since my last time reading his report card...
I think he is not doing good...
I'm sorry if I'm wrong...
Everytime I see his result, I will blame myself for not being a good sister who should always care for her brother's studies like mothers do for their children.
It is too late if we talk about helping him to do well in SPM...

I guess, I should pay more attention to my little brother.
I know my brother pretty well, he is a smart boy, just LAZY...
What should I do now?
Perhaps to think about his next school, work together with him to figure out the best course that suits him.

Ya, I need time... Need more energy... Need to be healthy and happy...

最后的演讲

续《最后十二堂课》，这是另一部让我感动的作品。我似乎很喜欢看别人的遗作，了解别人的故事和想法。

我不会给这本书打满分，不过4.5 分可以充分地表示我对这本书的看法。作者兰迪，鲍许 Randy Pausch 是个大学教授，也被《时代》杂志评为2008年100大影响人物。这本书对患了胰腺癌的兰迪教授来说意义深远。不仅为了与大众分享他的人生哲学，更是为了他幼小的孩子。这是他留给孩子其中最好的礼物，因为这本书浓缩了他要教导孩子们的人生道理。

兰迪教授是个超级乐观的人，即使知道自己得了末期癌症，他很积极的生活渡过他仅有的日子。他主张实现自己的童年梦想，虽然听起来好像很不实在。可是他的确实现了他的童年梦想，那些你觉得不可能轻易发生的事，他做到了。不仅是他，他一个抱着童年梦想的学生也如愿以偿。

或许你会觉得他们是人群里的幸运儿，由于得到上天的眷顾让他门有实现梦想的机会。我不否认机遇是可遇不可求，梦想能否实现得靠自己的运气。或许这番话要告诉有幸与“机遇“碰面的人，如果你碰见它了，不要让它擦肩而过，把握它，成就它！即使失败，至少你努力过了。别到错过了才后悔当初为什么什么都没做。

兰迪教授也是个幽默的人，别以为这本书光说些沉重的人生道理，其实有些故事会让你发笑。最让人感动的莫过于他给家人写的寄语/遗言。他是多么的不情愿离开他的家人，可是他没办法改变一切，唯有接受。

兰迪教授说他不会感谢癌症给他对生命有新的启发和更深的了解，可是能够预知自己的死期他感到感恩。因为这样让他有足够的时间为家人的未来做好准备，让他回大学做他的最后演讲，充分的和家人度过每一天。这番话让我印象深刻，人终究会离开人世，预知自己的死期或许也是种福气。至少在你仅有的日子里，你还能为自己还有最爱的人做些什么，那么当离开的时候也比较平静。

这本书附送了兰迪教授在卡耐基. 梅隆大学最后的演讲。我还没开来看，可是我觉得一定很棒。不信？谷歌一下《最后的演讲》，Randy Pausch 或 The Last Lecture，你就会知道。

http://www.thelastlecture.com/

First lesson in work

It has been almost a month since I worked in Double A marketing office in Petaling Jaya. What do you think a distance of 23km from my house to office?
It takes about 30 minutes driving time, WITHOUT JAM.
Very far? Far? Okay?


I think it is very far because I need to take 3 different types of public transport (Ampang Line, Kelana Line, Rapid KL/Metrobus) to get to my "far away" office. (Did I tell you I also need my dad to send and pick me up at Sungai Besi Ampang Line station? Thank you daddy who supports me without complaints.) It is tiring and time consuming to travel for almost 1 and a half hour twice a day, but I am pleased to be a part of Double A (DA) family.


My job is to carry out mothly promotions and prepare following months proposals. This is one of the reasons why I am willing to work in PJ even it is very far from my place. So far, I like my job!


I learnt alot within these 4 weeks, but there is still a long way to go. Everyone in the office is nice. All the things you need to do is ASK when you have questions or need helps, they are willing to help.

For these four weeks, I recognize that I am seriously lack of self confidence to question other's decisions. If there is any negative consequences happened, it will be my fault because I did not question and solely follow the instructions when I felt something is wrong.

Even it is our responsibility to do what is instructed by superiors related to work, we need to work smart to avoid problems. Even experienced people make mistakes, we should not set aside our intuition and logic, follow instructions blindly. Ask and clear the mist of peculiar decisions and plans before execution is very important. It is our responsibility to solve problems and improve defective plans. We are not working machines or instruction followers, we were taught to solve problems and make good results.

Therefore, it is my first assignment to improve myself. I need to learn and to be critical. Well, the things i can do now is to amend any faulty situations it may occur and always be alert to any instructions which come to me. Question when it sounds weird and think thoroughly.

My job is accountable not only to myself, but also colleagues and people I work together.
My career is on me.
I need to be better!

If I am a man...

This is how I look if I become a man.



You may also view this in Youtube or rockstarmyself.com

The inventor of Perfect Teeth

My cousin show me his "video". It was very funny ^^

I made this for my brother. Haha.. Really funny!



Or visit youtube or rockstarmyself.com

当我老了

这是我弟不知在哪里找到的文章，觉得很棒。

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当我老了，
不再是原来的我。
请理解我，对我有一点耐心。

当我把菜汤洒到自己的衣服上时，
当我忘记怎样系鞋带时，
请想一想当初我是如何手把手地教你。

当我一遍又一遍地重复你早已听腻的话语，
请耐心地听我说，
不要打断我。
你小的时候，
我不得不重复那个讲过千百遍的故事，
直到你进入梦想。

当我需要你帮我洗澡时，
请不要责备我。
还记得小时候我千方百计哄你洗澡的情形吗？

当我对新科技和新事物不知所措时，
请不要嘲笑我。
想一想当初我怎样耐心地回答你的每一个［为什么］。

当我由于双腿疲劳而无法行走时，
请伸出你年轻有力的手腕扶我。
就像你小时候学习走路时，我扶你那样。

当我忽然忘记我们谈话的主题，
请给我一些时间让我回想。
其实对我来说，
谈论什么并不重要只要你能在一旁听我说，
我就很满足。

当你看着老去的我，
请不要悲伤。
理解我，支持我，
就像你刚开始学习如何生活时我对你那样。

当初我引导你走上人生的路，
如今请陪伴我走完最后的路。
给我你的爱和耐心，
我会抱以感激的微笑，
这微笑中凝结着我对你无限的爱。